I love you?/ Friday, January 11, 2008
All i ask for this new year, is to have a happy and healthy family... sound simple yet can it be archived?
It's maybe kinda lame, but my birthday wish for past 18 years "I wish for good health in every single member of my family" nah not archived. Simple wish not granted, at least not this time round.
God help me through this time round, please... I really wish to earn money as soon as possible, just enough money to sponsor a trip to either China or Japan for my parents to enjoy themselves. I really wish every single happiness to my mum, many of you should've learn about my mum's condition; yes I'm worried, swollen eyes every night. Am humans all like that, when u start losing something it's when u'd learn to cherish them... Or at least this time round I'm losing something dear to me before did i learn to cherish.
reminded of how many times have i actually done terrible things to agitated my mum, hanging out at clubs till dawn while my mum's at home worrying. HAH idiotic retribution of mine, start crying sebast ~) and sorry its all too late
Thinking of how my Dad is gonna go through this breaks my heart too. Imagine having to lose someone he held onto so long, so dearly, so tightly... I'm talking about 30 plus years. FUCKING CHERISH YOUR PARENTS
Where were you when skies were grey
12:28 PM <3
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