I love you?/ Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Went to drink last nite den went home at 5am wif chris. The cab uncle pro sia keep bugging us to buy car from him...
Just when i tot things would turn out good btwn Kexin and me, I wanted to tell her how important is she to me... it jus happened she didnt reply my sms, nor call(s). The last msg for her was to find out wads going on btwn us, I awaited for her replies even called her, to no avail... why she need to do this kinda things to me?... Don't I have the rights to know what's going on? Kexin If you're reading this, I'm tired of this little 'game' u're playing, I really wish to just quit and start anew... however it's not possible. However in every 'game' u noe how u died, wouldn't it be worst den pathetic when u die without knowing the reason behind? I kept reasoning myself wif 'maybe she lost her fone?', 'maybe she's banned from using her fone?', 'maybe she misplaced it somewhere?', 'maybe something happened to her and she dare not face me?' ... maybe. she'd prefer to stop tis little 'game' she started,leaving me to die unknowingly.
I can feel pain in my heart, however life moves on... If she thinks we ain't suitable for some reasons I'd respect her decision from the bottom of my heart. Fk it, i'm not gonna be depressed over this. not from this second onwards, I'll always be the happy guy... I'd try my best to be! and I can be! I would be and I AM! =) Srry bros for worrying u guys - Especially Chris, Matt and Marcus, Thks for ur special care! It's fortunate to have bro(s) like u~ Andrew and Trac u guys aint forgotten... not mention doesn't mean not worth anything, U guys are e best! Bro(s) 4eva~
Marvin, chill and wadeva happens really, my hp will always be on and ready to hear from u! I dunno wad happened and I respect u every decision u made ( gonna make ) so far, well that exclude any forms of suicidal acts.
If there's a reincarnation what kind of life would u guys wanna live as? Euro Prince? PM in SG? POW? A Pink panther? hahas...(Tag ur answers! if u peeps interested) =)
Where were you when skies were grey
9:49 AM <3
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